anonymity_awaits

I am so new at this I am Anonymity Awaits.
I am an exhibitionist.
i am also on borrowed time, TBI, inoperable...can't go under anesthesia due to the state...i go to eye therapy 3 times a week. team of neuroscientists, and it seems i am fighting a battle i am not prepared to fight. It started with to not expect to turn 50, now it's less. So, I am putting this on the back burner. I'll be here more if dudes follow the presented guidelines. I am sinuous, charming, honest, frugal, resourceful...I care far more than i give myself any credit for... Broadcasting model...I'm going blind from my TBI, my glasses give me migraines. I don't kick it with many people. But in a few days I will be getting my dream dog.. if you want to chat, show me some respect as a Disciplinarian, do not doubt my assertiveness...I do not live on Chump Street...tips are appreciated especially if you want what little bit of time i have. THIS SITE IS TP FUND OR TRY TO HRLP PAY MY FINES..I am dead set on expungement of the trouble i got into in 2023...When I die I will not just be famous , I will be infamously never forgotten...Quote me on that .. Bass Guitarist. Brass Player, Artist, Community Activist, Poor, and Well Educated and, Disabled Mentally and Physically, I work my ass off to literally no eat, or have cold air on my over heated skin. I do what is expected as a MOTHER, but honestly, I am too honest for this site. I can't string guys along that i think are gnarly. I can't beg for pity. Trust me I want your interest in my businesses and patents! But I won't divulge that matter here.. no one would listen anyway... So if you want me to respond each and every not well thought out response in a second grade level, just gimme a bit to collect my senses..seeing a phone screen is so hard on y eyes..I literally cannot read it..I use a magnifying glass..how sexy does that make me feel?? SO to all the people who have favorited me, I thank you with tears in my eyes..I thought I would feel sexy and strong doing this...I went through literal hell to get this far, but I will ever be honest and say, I am quitting this passion of mine, I am not a c0n artist, and let me give you advice...get out! Go to a swingers club, a BDSM club, go to another state and town and show your wife or gf how sexy you are ...do stuff that makes your partner want to see you naked...do nice things for people without expecting a response, acknowledgement, or approval back...Altruism is a dying artform AND IT IS ALL ABOUT CONTROL.. sorry for the caps...FML FML.jk jk jk but seriously, I have a huge dream I will complete by the age of 50..I have spent 20 years on my NPO and I work at it daily before self care and fucking random strangers...Which I have stopped because I want someone to fuck me and actually give two shits as that I starve most days... Fetlife is full of murderers, flkes, fakes, and tech people that do and will fuck with your life...nothing worth having is easy , so if you want easy sex..then expect easy STI's...Easy STDs...Easy breaking up families because you won't communicate with your families' and partners...Porn ...shouldn't be daily with your beat off sessions...a book should be,,bye..thanks for everything. I suck at being a broadcaster, I quit